I've been trying to write something for 2 hours now. Frankly, it's not helping that I'm in an internet cafe right now and my creative juices just can't compete with all the smokes and craziness in here. Thank goodness it's quite peaceful right now because I'm one tick away from killing every self-righteous brat in this place. And although the girl beside me still keeps on reading what I'm writing, at least I can finally hear myself think. Hallelujah.
I’ve been planning to come back since forever. But something just keeps on happening it’s becoming next to impossible to really do it. So here I am now, just winging it. I don't know what to do from here but I just miss blogging so much I fear that if I don't take this chance, I might just not be able to return altogether.
One of the biggest obstacles that made it hard for me to start blogging again was my laptop's unfortunate demise. Since my laptop's death, I felt lost and debilitated. I feel like crying every time I remember all the review drafts that will never see the light of day anymore. It was more than my writing tool; it was my safe space.
It’s a testament to how much I really love reading and blogging that I’m trying to write in a noisy, public black hole right now. This is going to be challenging and I will have to remind myself every time I'm feeling annoyed or murderous or think that I'd die from lung cancer due to all the secondhand smoke I've inhaled, that this is not a permanent fix and that it won’t be long until I can finally buy a new laptop. All I ask of you guys is to just bear with me until I can regularize my posts.
I miss blogging and I hope you guys miss me too. I simply cannot wait to fully resurrect this place one again. I hope you are all still there to support me and make it all worth it. So until then.
